Desperate-housewife-wannabe
So much work on hand... It takes my breadth away sometimes. Barely recovered from my last flu, and it's coming again. Doc tells me must let it fully recover so that I'll not get the same problem all the time. He suggested I go see ENT specialist if the flu and throat thingy sustains. Sianz. As if I have that kind of luxury and time. If only...Sometimes it occurs to me that I'm fire-fighting all the time. There don't seem to be a way to anticipate problems until u get sufficient experience, then u'll more or less know what to expect. The pace of things is so fast as though it's like a bullet brush through the air right in front of your eyes. U can feel it, but u don't really see it. I look at some of my colleagues who are more senior, I wonder how they can stay in this line for so long. Admire them for their patience and perserverance. I'm not so sure I can do the same. Feeling jaded liaoz... Need a break.
Koh also said this is not a job to stay long in. I second that. Worked from dawn till dusk. When I start work, the sky is dark. When I get home, the sky is also dark. Haa... Maybe I can start living like a vampire. (Quite into the vampire show on sundays lately.) Sometimes, I wonder is it just my workplace or is everyone in my line of work the same as me? Sometimes, there are just some times I feel depressed about my work. Who am I working for, really?
I miss my carefree life. Koh, waiting for u to finish your studies quickly so I can stay at home for good. Hee...
JH drops a note at 02:07
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