Not just mere depression
At least today's not so bad...I'm getting kind of disillusioned lately. Emotions are at the lowest point in my entire life so far.
Mr koh thinks I'm depressed. But I don't think so. It's more like lost. As in at a loss. No idea what to do.
Suddenly unable to find an aim in life. Seriously speaking, I've no idea what life is all about anymore.
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I started flipping through the pages of Style Weddings mag which I bought yesterday while walking aimlessly after lunch. Had a fun time discussing about gowns with my mama.
Throughout the discussion, I was happy to talk to mama. I wish I could tell her more... But she gets so worried for me sometimes. She worries when I'm sick. She worries when I get back home late. She worries when I work late into the wee hours. She will worry more if I tell her I don't know what to do with my life.
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Some gowns were really pretty. Pretty things come with a high price. Weddings are expensive exhibitions.
JH drops a note at 00:01
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