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The Keys to JH's Heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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Not just mere depression

At least today's not so bad...

I'm getting kind of disillusioned lately. Emotions are at the lowest point in my entire life so far.

Mr koh thinks I'm depressed. But I don't think so. It's more like lost. As in at a loss. No idea what to do.

Suddenly unable to find an aim in life. Seriously speaking, I've no idea what life is all about anymore.

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I started flipping through the pages of Style Weddings mag which I bought yesterday while walking aimlessly after lunch. Had a fun time discussing about gowns with my mama.

Throughout the discussion, I was happy to talk to mama. I wish I could tell her more... But she gets so worried for me sometimes. She worries when I'm sick. She worries when I get back home late. She worries when I work late into the wee hours. She will worry more if I tell her I don't know what to do with my life.

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Some gowns were really pretty. Pretty things come with a high price. Weddings are expensive exhibitions.

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Complain 1st

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Where am I going?

Saturday again. The day I always feel lost.

Had a lousy lunch. Vege tasted bad. Rice was worse. I couldn't believe that stall could actually be around that long with this kind of standard! Walked around alone after lunch. Aimlessly finding my way around. Don't have a clue what to do. There's a lot of things on my agenda, but I don't know where to start.

My exact predicament in life now.

I agree with my other SPIC.


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