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20060130

I am thankful for my best friend.

Here's a little story:

Girl A and Boy B were great friends until they fell in love. They didn't really fall in love. It was more like mutual attraction to each other. But becuase Girl A was really bad at handling matters of the heart, the relationship fell through. Finally, Girl A and Boy B decided to split up. Not long after, Girl A had a new suitor, Boy Z. Boy Z was really nice to her and all. She decided to accept his pursuit. They became best friends. On the other hand, Boy B found his new best friend too. Girl A and Boy B drifted apart and they were good friends no more.

Years later, Girl A received a sms from Boy B. He had taken big steps forward in his life. He had married his best friend. And Girl A was going to marry her best friend too. Two people who used to be best friends had married their best friends.

Sometimes heaven really know how to make a joke out of mere earthlings.

Sometimes it really makes people think if good friends can last forever. The answer is a sad no. So I am thankful for my best friend, who promised that we'll be best friends until the end of times.

20060121

Saturday: got bf also = no bf

Sat either stand-by for photo/video functions or make endless red-ink impressions on thick pages. After 1pm work n lunch, means Zzz... time. I like that. But when I wake up, then sit in front of TV watch silly shows, of which I found myself not knowing what I'm watching. Dinner, then wait n see what happens next. Sat is the worst day of the entire week. If only there's nothing like Sat, can work full week, 365 days/year, 24/7, maybe I won't feel so horrid. Why not just let me work to death? My life is all work n no play. On the other hand, bf's life is so packed with activities. He studies, teaches badminton, plays sports, teaches tuition when he can n even does volunteer work. 所以说人比人气死人.

10 reasons why Sat can make a horrid day.

  1. No one to remind me to excercise n eat my meals on time.
  2. No one to watch movie with.
  3. No one to eat dinner with.
  4. No one to have fun with.
  5. No one to cuddle up to.
  6. No one to read a nice storybook to me.
  7. No one to share my feelings of the entire work week.
  8. No one to compliment me if the clothes n shoes look good on me.
  9. No one to accompany me go anywhere, anytime, anyhow.
  10. No TLC.

This is so... life-threatening. I'm going to Zzz...
Afterall, Sat is sleeping day.
:sigh:

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(I hope changes come quickly and they are for the better.)

What I want in 2006 (Jan review)

Review of My Want List (rather than My Wish List)

  1. Earpiece for my relatively new SE handphone (Bought compatible non-OEM @ $18, volume adjusting control included, but slightly more expernsive than what's commonly found @ $12-$15 from pasar malams that has no volume control)
  2. Video capture card to capture my videos from my very new samsung camcorder to PC (until I'm ready to get a new comp)
  3. HP PSC 1315 AIO cartridges - HP 56 black and HP 57 colour (Bought value pack @ $75, but no free ang pao becoz value pack not considered as two separate cartridges?)
  4. Check out Pinnacle / Dazzle / Snazzio video cards to be part of a new PC system (until I'm ready to get a new comp, becoz approx. $300 on its own)
  5. A new DC of at least 5.0 megapixels (wait... wait for price to go down some more)
  6. A portable DVD player for daddy when he travels and gets bored in the hotel room (wait... wait for price to go down some more, can feel the pinch when spending that hard-earned bucks... :ouch:)
  7. Inexpensive DV tapes for video recording (go SL Tower, not SLS!)
  8. World travel, or continent travel first?? :-P (Europe tour still possible?)

New add-ons...

  1. OSIM Uzap or OTO Trimax? Wait for more online reviews.
  2. Toyota Vios
  3. My own house

20060115

CNY - Chinatown

Warning: Do not go to Chinatown during pre-CNY period.

We thought meeting up on a Saturday evening was a good idea. So we had our dinner at Maxwell Mkt. That's a good place for dinner, as food is good there. But unexpectedly, we ended up in squeezing through maddening crowds of people in Chinatown due to the upcoming CNY celebration.

At one junction, a man was talking to his other half, "You know all these people standing in the middle of the road... I think I saw them at the MRT station just now. They were also standing in the middle like that, waiting for people. As if there's not enough people trying to squeeze through this narrow road, yet they still choose to stand in the middle."

Another old lady pushing her really old mother or grandmother on the wheelchair, "Excuse me! Excuse me! Excuse me!" I dunno if the person on the wheelchair really enjoyed herself being used as a "road-opener".

One little girl went "Papa, Papa, Papa..." all the way just to my right. Just up ahead, one little boy went "I want this. I want this." His father ignored him altogether. There's no way for him to stop and buy anyway. A good way to bring little children to shop. They will NEVER like shopping anymore. Food for thought.

In conclusion, that one and only experience is enough. Period.


20060107

My Day

I'm being bugged again. His friends asked, "When are u going to show us your gf?" Why must I entertain them and show my face? He's got so many friends. I can't even differentiate who's who from where. In the first place, I'm not that sort of pretty gal, nice figure and all. Furthermore, I've weak social skills. Or so I think. I just cannot be bothered to interact with people. In simple words, that's called 'anti-social'.

I'm anti-social.


Yes, I'm anti-social. Until today, we still cannot agree on the wedding style. I don't feel like entertaining people on my big day, and see all that nice food go to waste, because I've no time to sit down to eat. Hey, u know how much needs to be forked out per table? I don't have the patience and determination to work out a nice bod to squeeze into a mini-size wedding gown just to look pretty for one day. If u think I'm not a pretty wife enough for u, don't marry me. And I am not anyone's wife until the intended groom succeeded in asking for my hand. Don't talk to me about that. Talk to my hand. :-P Ask the 'emperor'. He's the biggest.

So, being anti-social, what do I like to do then? I like to stay at home. I busy myself around my house. I walk from my bedroom to my living room, then to my study room, then back to my living room and my bedroom. And I like it. It's my way of life. Yes, that's how I spend my Saturdays, in case you are wondering. And I'll sit in front of my comp, reading about all sorts of nonsense generated from googgle-search and play silly flash games. Then I'll start meddling with my electronics and read the entire manual. Sometimes, when I feel like it, I'll watch my dad's VCDs and DVDs. Haa... Yah, he's upgraded to DVDs. But there's really no one to share this joy with. Coz it seems like only my father and I enjoy watching documentaries of Chinese history or epic dramas and so on. Yup, I'm watching all these Chinese Chinese stuff. In fact, I've finished 纪晓岚, 康熙, 雍正, 乾隆, 水浒, 三国, 红楼... Sometimes even way before the TV shows them. Anyway TV once a few episodes a week. Too slow. When I feel like it, then I go to my fridge and open it, see what's inside and whip up my own dish. Oh well, there've been some failures of course. But now I can cook a decent meal. Except I'm too busy to cook nowadays. And I don't like to wash dishes. Cooking can be so fun, if only someone else can do the 'dirty' work. LOL

My life is okay, I think. If you think I shouldn't be cooping at home all the time, then please go ahead and run out to play. I'm way past that stage. Take it as I'm feeling old. I just don't like to go out and squeeze into the crowds anymore and interact with people. I like my life now. I'm busy enough from Mondays to Fridays, having to work in the day and study at night. Can I have my Saturdays to myself? Hasn't it been obvious enough that I wrote "Saturday is sleeping day" on my blog?

Saturday belongs to me. It's My Day. I do what I want. I do what I feel like doing.

I don't like people to tell me what to do. So buzz off on My Day.

What I want in 2006 (for a start)

My Want List (rather than My Wish List)

  1. Earpiece for my relatively new SE handphone
  2. Video capture card to capture my videos from my very new samsung camcorder to PC
  3. HP PSC 1315 AIO cartridges - HP 56 black and HP 57 colour

My Not-So-Urgent Want List

  1. Check out Pinnacle / Dazzle / Snazzio video cards to be part of a new PC system
  2. A DC of at least 5.0 megapixels
  3. A portable DVD player for daddy when he travels and gets bored in the hotel room
  4. Inexpensive DV tapes for video recording
  5. World travel, or continent travel first?? :-P